I've been talked about a lot recently, but my mood hasn't been affected.

Compared to that, the book itself is a bigger problem for me.

First of all, Pei Tu Gou hasn't collapsed. Even before the major revision, the follow-up subscriptions were very stable, and the data was very good. I just wasn't satisfied with it myself.

Before, because of writer's block, I had a fierce debate with a friend, whose book I've been following for more than a year (very annoyed).

Later, I apologized, because it really can be that bad. I didn't understand before.

How to describe this feeling?

It's just that I feel like I'm writing poorly, even feeling like I'm writing garbage, and there's a strong feeling that I can't face what I've written.

Then I get irritable, depressed, and uncomfortable, and for a long time I have to rely on medication to fall asleep.

This time I scrapped everything, the loss is huge. This month, the daily new subscriptions are only a little over a thousand, no full attendance bonus, nothing. The subscription income is probably only that much from the new subscriptions.

The average daily new subscriptions are roughly the income from the manuscript fee. In other words, it's not enough for me to pay the mortgage. You really don't have to worry about Pei Tu Gou being lazy. The mortgage, supporting the family, life, and milk powder are whipping Pei Tu Gou all the time.

With such a huge price paid, will rewriting it necessarily be better? Not necessarily.

Maybe it will be like what the editor and friends said, I'm killing my best-performing book.

But, I still did it.

Because Pei Tu Gou always believes that if I'm not happy writing, how can the readers enjoy reading it?

So, let this middle-aged man be willful for once.

Finally, let me tell everyone a time. To be generous, ten days, that is, before December 25th, the revision will be completed. Otherwise, everyone should just delete the book and completely blacklist Pei Tu Gou.