Chapter 1305: Chapter 1305: Can You Keep a Secret for Me? 3
“Why don’t you speak? Why aren’t you saying anything? Do you also know you have nothing left to say, Xia Qiongqiong? You were born to heal me, don’t forget your mission, how can you forget your mission?”
Ye Xingguang felt it was impossible to hear Xia Yanyan’s repentance, so she lifted her leg and planned to leave.
“Stop, Ye Xingguang, stop right there for me.”
Ye Xingguang didn’t stop walking. If Xia Yanyan wanted to say these things, then she had no reason to waste her time here.
After she walked a bit further, Xia Yanyan suddenly shouted at her, “Ye Xingguang, if I had treated you as a sister back then, would you save me now?”
Ye Xingguang paused and turned to look at her.
“Would you save me?” That voice, no longer angry, no longer resentful, only left with pleading—helpless pleading.
Ye Xingguang thought for a moment: “I would, but there’s no ‘if’ in this world…”
Xia Yanyan collapsed to the ground.
Ye Xingguang walked towards her again: “When I was young, I truly saw you as my sister, even if you never looked up to me, I still regarded you as my closest sister, just like a brother. Unfortunately, you never treated me as a sister, Xia Yanyan, you made yourself this way, you can’t blame anyone else. My birth was indeed because of you. You say I was born to heal you, but that was what our parents imposed on me. I’ve already healed you. Do you still want me to be like a thoughtless person, continuously act as your medicine?”
Xia Yanyan looked up at Ye Xingguang: “It was Dad and Mom who said you were ugly, it was Dad and Mom who said you weren’t worthy to be my sister.”
“So what, do you want to blame your mistakes on our parents for that? Brother was also raised by your parents, why can he treat me as a sister but you can’t?”
Xia Yanyan covered her face with her hands, sitting on the ground crying, crying extremely embarrassed and helpless: “I’m going to die soon, if no one saves me, I will die, Ye Xingguang, Qiongqiong, please save me, won’t you? Now technology is more advanced than before, saving me won’t harm you, I’m begging you, I promise you, from now on, I will treat you as my own sister…”
“It’s too late. I’ve already passed the age where I need a sister. Now I only want a husband and children. That affection you talk about means nothing to me.”
Xia Yanyan screamed hysterically: “Do you want to kill me? Are you going to kill me?”
“I didn’t kill you, don’t blame me for nothing. Your illness has nothing to do with me. People around the world fall ill every day, and people die in hospitals every day. They also want to live but are powerless. Why must they bear the powerlessness of illness, and you can’t? What kills you is the cold-bloodedness and ruthlessness in your own heart!”
After speaking, Ye Xingguang left. No matter how Xia Yanyan pleaded behind her, she didn’t stop.
She knew that in this lifetime, she would never see Xia Yanyan again. Everything they needed to say was said at this moment.
Xia Yanyan didn’t die, but every day she lay on the hospital bed in the sanatorium, enduring the torment of illness, wishing she were dead…
Sometimes, when she’s dazed with illness, she wonders if when she was younger she hadn’t neglected her sister, hadn’t followed her parents in releasing her sister, and then when she grew up, her sister saved her life…
Sometimes, when she’s dazed with illness, she also fantasizes that if, as an adult, she hadn’t been at odds with her sister, didn’t want Ye Junqing anymore, and only wanted to accept this sister, then at a crucial moment, the sister would save her life…
Unfortunately, all her fantasies bring her is an unending regret in her heart.