Yesterday was my father's sixtieth birthday. We started preparing the banquet for him several days in advance, inviting guests and entertaining them. We took them out to eat and arranged places for them to play mahjong in the afternoon. We welcomed them and saw them off, and in the end, we had to take the guests who lived far away home… I was so busy all day that I didn't even turn on the computer. The updates were automatically set, but I didn't write a single word of the book.

I never used to do things like this before, because they were all things for "adults."

But now it's different. Having a child myself, I'm no longer the kind of kid who can just stay at home and play games, not caring about anything.

With more responsibilities, I naturally have to be busier than before. Those carefree days are gone forever.

But that's life, isn't it? It's impossible to live a lifetime without any worries. As long as you're alive, you'll always have to bear various kinds of pressure and responsibility.

I still remember what I said to my wife during the Spring Festival last year: "When I was little, during the holidays, my parents and uncles and aunts were always extremely busy, starting to prepare the New Year's Eve dinner very early. I only cared about eating, not even washing the dishes. After we have children, it might be us who are busy until late at night, while the children only care about eating…"

There's a saying that's so true: you don't know how hard it is to be a mother until you raise a child.

Having a child has made me truly understand a lot of things. Although I knew these principles before, I never took them to heart, and I never really understood them.

These days, I take care of the child every night and don't get enough sleep. Sometimes I feel very tired and annoyed.

But then I think, isn't that how my parents went through it?

Unless you don't plan to have children.

But… I still look forward to the day when my son waves his hand and says, "Dad, you go and rest. I'll take care of these things!"

So, I have to bear this hardship. Besides, my wife is also tired, and she hasn't said anything. Can I, a grown man, be worse than a woman?

After persevering for a few days, I'm used to it now, and I feel much better.

It just delays my writing a bit, but the child won't always be like this. The situation of having to get up several times a night to feed her will always pass.

When I think about this, I feel like it's nothing.

October is actually very busy. The child just turned one month old, and my father turned sixty. My wife only finished her confinement on the 12th, and my mother's lumbar disc herniation has relapsed. After my wife finishes her confinement, I have to take my mother to the Sichuan Provincial Orthopedic Hospital for treatment, which was recommended by a reader, Mo Mo.

Over the years, I've gone to the hospital to treat my mother's back a lot. To be honest, I don't dare to expect too much now as to whether it will really be effective. I only hope that it can be alleviated a little.

In this busy October, *Forbidden Zone's* finale is approaching, and I have to start thinking about the new book. I will enter a new cycle again, and the pressure will reach its peak when the new book is released.

However, isn't that how life goes…

In these busy and stressful days, I am happy to see your monthly tickets!

So, with only a few days left in the double monthly ticket event in October, please give me your monthly tickets!

You are my Tower of Power. Every monthly ticket you give me can rejuvenate my tired heart.

When I can't sleep well at night and have to work hard during the day, I'm counting on this little bit of life!

Please give me monthly tickets!

Please!

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