She used to feel that living was worse than dying.
Because everyone she cared about was gone. But now, after meeting Nangong Jin, she no longer had such thoughts.
She now only wanted to live well, together with Nangong Jin.
She cherished everything she had now. She didn't want to lose it again.
She hadn't agreed to marry Nangong Jin yet, and she hadn't fulfilled his wish regarding him.
It was just that Shen Xizhou kept appearing, constantly disrupting her life, which was what she detested and disliked the most.
An Nuan looked at Shen Xizhou and said coldly, "Shen Xizhou, why do you keep pestering me? If you want my life, then you can have it. Just please, don't bother me anymore."
"Even if I die, please don't appear before me again, can you?"
After speaking, An Nuan looked at Shen Xizhou with utter ruthlessness.
Shen Xizhou listened to An Nuan's words and looked at her, but he was extremely angry. The person before him was truly different from the one he knew.
Shen Xizhou looked at An Nuan's resolute expression, and he felt a deep sense of disgust. He even wondered if she was truly willing to do this for Nangong Jin.
An Nuan, how dare she? How dare she treat him like this?
Originally, all the fault was hers, but now she acted as if none of it was her fault, as if she was merely caught in the middle.
Although there were some misunderstandings, some things were indeed caused by An Nuan. Didn't she think she should pay the price?
He even had opportunities to act against An Nuan many times, but he found himself unable to.
Now he couldn't help but wonder what was happening to him, why he had such thoughts?
He should have been more ruthless in some matters.
After all, An Nuan had done some things, and all the evidence pointed to her, didn't it?
However, Shen Xizhou, who had initially intended to take An Nuan's life, inexplicably let her go at this moment.
An Nuan leaned against the wall, breathing heavily. She even wondered if, had she been more ruthless and acted against An Nuan, the things that happened to Xu Ruowei wouldn't have occurred.
Perhaps, those incidents were partly his fault.
It was because he couldn't bring himself to do it.
An Nuan adjusted her breathing and calmed her emotions.
"Shen Xizhou, didn't you want to kill me just now? Clearly, you were about to act, just a moment away. Why couldn't you go through with it?"
"Shen Xizhou, if you don't act now, you won't have another chance."
Shen Xizhou let out a disdainful laugh and said coldly, "An Nuan, do you think I'm reluctant to kill you? No, that's not it."
"You wouldn't be so naive as to think I would actually kill you, would you?"
"An Nuan, it would truly dirty my hands to act against you."
Shen Xizhou's eyes were filled with a scarlet glow, filled with mockery and ridicule.
An Nuan looked at him calmly, showing no fear, as if she had grown accustomed to Shen Xizhou speaking such words.
After a long pause, An Nuan finally spoke, "Shen Xizhou, I know you detest me immensely, and you wish you could kill me, but I'm afraid I will disappoint you."
"I will not die."
"And I will live well."
An Nuan looked at Shen Xizhou's face, wanting to see his reaction when she said these words.
"Shen Xizhou, please, get out of my sight."
"By the way, I have many things to attend to. I don't have time to stay here with you."
After saying this, An Nuan left directly.
An Nuan thought she had narrowly escaped. However, at this moment, her head began to feel dizzy, and she felt a surge of weakness. Her body felt unwell.
She took a candy from her bag and popped it into her mouth. After a moment, her spirits improved.
An Nuan took a deep breath and adjusted her mood. She knew she absolutely could not get angry anymore.
An Nuan sensed a gaze fixed on her from behind, and she knew who it was. However, at this moment, she couldn't afford to care about that and left directly.
An Nuan departed, while Shen Xizhou stood in place, saying nothing.
For some reason, hearing An Nuan's words, his heart felt as if it had been sliced open.
He kept telling himself that he hadn't killed her just now, that he had let her go because he didn't want to get his hands dirty. It was simply not worth it to dirty his hands for someone like her.
Shen Xizhou made a phone call, his expression not looking good.
An Nuan, what kind of person was she?
He found himself unable to see through her.
An Nuan, no matter what happens in the future, I let you go this time, but next time, I will absolutely not spare you.
As she neared the company, An Nuan unexpectedly saw Xia Wanqing.
She had originally thought that Xia Wanqing would never appear before her again. After all, so many things had happened, and Ji Wen Yun hated Xia Wanqing to the bone, so he would naturally not let her off.
But seeing Xia Wanqing appear before her, perfectly fine, was truly perplexing.
It had to be said that Xia Wanqing was truly remarkable. Despite everything that had happened, she could still get Ji Wen Yun to help her.
However, she noticed that Xia Wanqing's face seemed to be disfigured. The scar was exceptionally hideous, causing one to shudder.
An Nuan instinctively wanted to avoid Xia Wanqing and Ji Wen Yun.
She didn't want any interaction with these people.
But these people seemed to gravitate towards her one after another.
Everyone always had endless troubles for her.
Just as An Nuan turned to leave, Xia Wanqing called out to her first, her face beaming with a smile as she said, "An Nuan, I didn't expect to meet you here."
Looking at the smile on Xia Wanqing's face, against the hideous scar, it appeared extremely jarring.
She couldn't even fathom why Xia Wanqing would call out to her. She didn't believe they had anything to say to each other.
She looked at Xia Wanqing, who seemed as if nothing had happened, and truly admired her. Had she forgotten what she had done to her in the past?
An Nuan didn't want to pay attention to Xia Wanqing, but Xia Wanqing blocked her way. An Nuan could only nod perfunctorily, "Mm."
As An Nuan moved forward, Xia Wanqing said with a smile, "An Nuan, Wen Yun and I are getting married next month."
Xia Wanqing said with a happy smile, "I've always wanted to invite you, but Wen Yun told me you wouldn't come. I didn't believe him. I thought, even though we have our differences, you are such a kind person, you wouldn't be like that."
"I think Wen Yun might not have seen you, hence he didn't say these words to me."
"I know, he just doesn't want me to be sad or hurt."
"But An Nuan, do you know? Only when you appear at my wedding and bless me will I be happy."
Xia Wanqing reached out, wanting to take An Nuan's hand, but An Nuan dodged directly. She looked at Xia Wanqing calmly, quietly listening to her speak.